but the other day i was puking EVERYWHERE she wouldn't give me 20 bucks to go to the doctor. she said that it was in her car and she was home but when i left to go get money from my dad she wasnt there..... so i got money from my dad and wen to the doctor. when i went, they said i had appendicitis which really, it was just horrible food poisoning. they gave me a bunch of fluids and now im all better. :D
it was weird though, my mom made me drive to the doctors by myself, as i was EXTREMELY ill. and didn't really care too much about me being as sick as i was until i told her they wanted me to go to the ER ASAP. then when we got to the hospital thats when she started acting like she cared.
the night before i got sick, colton came over. while he was in the driveway in moms car he texted me and asked me if i'd take him to blockbuster cause mom wouldn't.... soo i drove him over that way and we stoppeed and looked at the fireworks, got a movie (which was free) and came home. he brought down an empy cheettos bag and i asked for some and he gave me little tiny cheettos. i asked him if he ate them all, and his repsonse was "there isn't anything else to eat!" so after our movie he went upstairs and texted me "if mom wonders tell her i left at 12:40 dad is on his way love you bye" and i said "why are you leaving?" and he said "no food! i cant starve. thats why"
ha... sooooo the next day, around 1ish, i asked mom if she heard anything from colton and she said "nope" and i said "oh.. well he left in the middle of the night last night cause you didn't have any food for him to eat" she didn't even call him? or wake me up to ask where he was?
but then later that day, while i was in bed sick, she went to the grocery store, bought 67 bucks worth of food, and majority of that was suppose to go to here "veggie plate" for the family dinner that night. but she went to the hospital with me instead... ha.
i went upstairs today to eat too.. and there definetly wasn't 67 bucks worth of food in the fridge. i drank the rest of the rasberry lemonade, and she bought cranberry juice or something like that, the celery she bought is REALLY saugy now, and theres like beats or something in there? but thats the only new stuff i found..... usually, this is what our fridge looks like:
(this was taken on may 16th) and the jellys on the top shelves i brought home from work. i bought the butter and the rest is just juice... i always eat at nicoles house, and her mom LOVES to cook me food. haha but mom and i ALWAYS have arguments about the fridge. that im never home to eat, yada yada. but if there was food at the house, i'd eat it.............. she just would rather go out and eat instead of eat at home.
whatever...
i do have a crazy feeling though, that after court moms gonna bitch at me about telling my dad about all the crap she does. whats even funnier is she thinks he's talking trash on her... when in reality, he wasn't the one who told his 15 year old daughter that he never loved her mom.....
and sadly enough, out of everything my mom ever said bad about my dad, that was what REALLY stuck. "i never was in love with your dad.... i might of loved him for a little while, but i wasn't ever in love with him"
